Spark

Everyone's abanded me. I'm both worlds. I don't care anymore. Something has to be done. I can't live my life like this.

The pain is unbarrable. Kikyou made turn everyone against me. I don't blame her thought. She was a human after all.

For the last week I haven't felt. Nothing. Only the rain. It tries to wash away my pain. Tries to calm my nerves.

"Rain, rain come back to me. Only you help me. Can you help me get to heaven one day?" I wisper to the wind.

The lake in front of me looks so tempting. The cool waters calling me. Maybe. I mean who would miss me.

Inuyasha is with Kikyou. And he left me to die. Sango and Miroku turned and left once they thought I betrayed them.

Well home is worse. Mom screaming. Grampa died. Souta hates my guts now. He thinks I hate him. He won't even look at me.

I walk to the water. The water is lapping at my ankles. Pulling me farther into the lake.

I remember when I first met Sesshomaru. I always thought he would smell nice. Guess I'll never know. He's probly warm to.

I wish I could of petted his tail thing. Why am I thinking of Sesshomaru at a time like this. O ya. He never hurt my heart.

Well he is kinda cute.

The water is around my knees now. I'm detremined to do this. I'm not scared anymore. The water and wind have washed away my fears.

Images of home flash before my eyes. My friends. Some friends. They forgot me. And Hojo. He thinks I'm gone now. To another world. Or dead.

Even my cat hates me anymore. My body is crying at the abuse I've inflicted on myself.

The water reaches my hips now. I remember a poem I wrote. Now of all times.

Life

What's the point of it

It's just something to do

It's full of love and joy

Pain and sorrow

Your eather rich or poor

Can you answer me truthfully

Why are you alive

Tell me

What's the point

The water almost covered my head now. My lungs started to take in water. I was tring not to fight.

'You wanted this Kagome. You have. Stop stuggling!' My mind was battling with it's self.

I started to see white. Lite also. I smiled. My pain was almost over.

I was ruffly yanked from the water. I spit out all the water in my lungs. 'No I was so close!'

I opened my eyes only to see white hair and amber eyes. My first thought was 'Inuyasha.' That was quickly threw that thought away.

"Folish human." I heard. I realised what was holding me smelt strong and like the woods. It was very warm.

"Sesshomaru?" I asked before leaving into a deep sleep.

The End?