Teach Me How To Love by Entity of Sorrows

"Please don't go..."

Teach Me How To Love

Summarry: Sesshoumaru is too cold-hearted to realize that the one person who he loves is slipping away. Can she teach him how to love before it's too late? Can he swallow his pride and ask?

Song: Teach Me by: Musiq Soulchild

This is my very first lemon and also one of those one-shots I was talking about that had a song fic in it. So enjoy!!!!

Chapter 1: "Please don't go..."

Clothing ruffled in the silent room. Zippers zipped and buttons clasped. Two figures occupied the space, tention high and forboding.

Sesshoumaru watched her as she packed, his face was stony as ice although his heart was raging with emotions that made him want to cry.

She was leaving him.

*I was told the true definition of a man was to never cry Work till you tired (yeah) got to provide (yeah)*

She looked at him, blue eyes shining with tears shed and unshed still.

He stood still, his heart clenching and crumbling as his face remained a stony barrier. All he tried to do was provide for her, give her the things that she needed and more. He didn't want her to go. He needed her to stay...

But he couldn't say it.

*Always be the rock for my fam, protect them by all means And give you the things that you need, baby*

"Do you even care?" she asked, her onyx black hair spilling over her hair as she sat on the end of their king sized bed. She put her head in her hands.

He pushed off the wall. "I do care." he said quietly but coldly.

"You have a hell of a way of showing it Sesshoumaru!!!" she yelled in frustration, tears streaming out of her face. "Do you love me?"

"You know I do." he said without hesitating, his voice ever the same. 'More than you know.' he thought to himself.

She shook her head. "No...you don't. You don't know how to love me. Do you?" she asked, looking at him sadly.

*Our relationship is (suffering) trying to give you (what I never had) You say I don't know to love you baby*

Sesshoumaru lowered his golden eyes to the floor.

"I see." she said, grabbing her bag and walking to the door.

"Then teach me." he said quietly, looking back at her.

*Well I say show me the way*

Kagome looked at him. She didn't know what to feel.

"If you say that I don't know how to love you, please...show me. But don't go." he said, sitting on the bed. He felt tears at the back of his eyes, but he couldn't sheld them.

*I keep my feelings (deep inside I) Shadow them (with my pride I) I'm trying desperately baby just work with me*

She walked over to him and hugged him to her chest.

*Teach me how to love Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost Teach me how to love*

She kissed him lightly on the head, tears coming out of her eyes as he grasped her body to his.

She whispered to him, "It's okay, it's just us. You can show your emotions around me. I won't tell a soul."

*How I can get my emotions involved Teach me, show me how to love*

"I do love you Kagome...I just..." he started, brating himself for acting like such a pup. He was about to push her away until she said to him.

"I know, and I love you too. All I want you to know, is it's okay to cry. Don't keep your feelings inside. Don't hide them from me."

*Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm lost Teach me how to love How I can get my emotions involved*

And he didn't. The very next thing he knew, he was crying. The hot liquid poured out of his eyes and he didn't know where it came from.

*Teach me, how to love*

She felt the hot liquid soat her shirt and looked down at the beautiful male in her arms. She gently stroked his silver hair and closed her eyes, rocking him slightly.

He could have killed her, had she left. He was the most powerfull demon in Japan, and yet here he was, in her arms, crying. As she was in his, doing the same.

*I was always taught to be strong Never let them think you care at all*

He forcefully stopped the tears and freed himself from her grip. He berated himself for being so weak as he wiped his tear stained face, glaring at the window.

*Let noone get close to me Before (you and me)*

Kagome just looked at him. "Stop that."

He looked at her, the cold once again in his eyes. "Stop what?"

She looked at him and shook her head. "Stop berating yourself! Emotions do not make you weak! If anything they make you stronger! They bring you closer to the ones you love and give you the strength to want to protect them. That's why you can't love me. You won't drop the barrier around your heart and let me in."

*I done shared things with you girl about my past That I'd never tell to anyone else (no) Just keep it to myself, (yes)*

"I cannot." he said coldly.

"Sesshoumaru! You told me about your mother, your father. Things you've never told anyone else, you said so yourself. That's a step."

*Now I know I lack affection and expressing my feelings*

He shook his head in frustration.

She smiled and walked over to him, hugging him around the waist and laying her head against his back and wrapped her legs around his torso.

"You can to."

*It took me a minute to come and admit this but

See I'm really try'na (change now)

Wanna love you better, (show me how)

I'm tryin desperately baby hey*

He closed his eyes and breathed in her scent. He'd grown to love that scent and couldn't imagine life without it. If she ever left him, he didn't know what he'd do. He had to learn to drop his barrier, but he'd spent six hundred years perfecting being emotionless, and he wasn't sure if he'd be able to break it.

*Teach me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost

Teach me how to love*

"Don't worry, I'll be here." she said, seemingly reading his thoughts."You don't have to force it now, we'll work on it together." she smiled and kissed his cheek.

He couldn't help it, but he smiled as well. There was a warm feeling in his chest that he wasn't quite used to. Was it...happiness? He decided he liked this feeling then.

*How I can get my emotions involved

Teach me, show me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost

Teach me how to love

How I can get my emotions involved*

She smiled widely and walked over to her bags. She went over to the drawers and sat the bag in front of it.

"You know, you really are stunning when you smile." she said grinning still.

"As are you." he nodded. "But do you know when you are even more stunning?" he asked standing and walking over to her. He grasped her about the waist and lifted her onto the dresser, kissing her neck and ridding her of her jeans in the process.

*Teach me how to love*

Kagome gasped at the feel of the cool air against her legs and the feel of Sesshoumaru's tounge against her pressure point. She moaned slightly as he pulled his clawed hand down the front of her shirt, effectively ripping it in two. He picked her up yet again and deposited her onto the bed, removing her bra as well.

*Ain't nobody ever took the time to try to teach me what (love was but you)

And I ain't never trust anyone enough to let em tell me (what to do)*

He took a single plump fleshy mound into his mouth and rolled his tounge around the now hardened peak, causing Kagome to moan as she worked on freeing him of his clothes as well. He moved his mouth the other as Kagome managed to get the shirt away from his chistled body.

He rid himself of his pants and laid flat on her yet again, moving down her body placing butterfly kisses all the way down to her most private area. He made quick work of her underwear and smiled at her as he lowered his mouth onto her sex.

Kagome groaned as he began to make love to her with his mouth, working his tounge in and out of her passage, rubbing her clitoris with the pads of his thumb as he lapped up her juices.

*Teach me how to really show it and show me how to really love you baby

(Teach me please just show me yeah)*

He let out a short groan as Kagome climaxed for the first time and coated his tounge with her fluids. He drank greedily and crawled back up her flushing body, placing his throbbing, engored member at her opening.

*Cause I'm (willing)

To let (go) of my (fears) girl I'm (serious) About (all that I've said)

Girl I (wanna love you) with (all my heart)

Baby show me where to start*

He pushed into her slowly as he leaned to her ear and pulled out of her hot passage.

"This is when your even more stunning. And one of the moments when I love you even more than I can say." he whispered into her ear as he pushed in yet again, Kagome moaned and looked at him in awe and love as he pulled out slowly. She pulled him into a passionate kiss as he pushed in yet again.

*Teach me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost

Teach me how to love*

He pushed in and out a a steady pace, both moaning and groaning at the feel of the other around or inside them. Sesshoumaru buried his head in the crook of her neck, kissing and nipping at the junction between her neck and shoulder as he thrust in and out passionatly.

*How I can get my emotions involved

Teach me, show me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl I'm so lost

Teach me how to love How I can get my emotions involved*

Kagome felt the tightening coil in her belly and clenched tightly onto the demon that she loved. The both rode to the edge and over, coming together in bliss as Sesshoumaru bit down on the juncture between her neck and shoulder.

Kagome came yet again, simply from the ectasy of the act.

*Teach me, how to love*

Sesshoumaru rolled over off of her and gently licked the mark, kissing the spot.

Kagome looked at him in confusion. "What'd you do?"

"You asked me if I loved you or not. I told you yes but never proved it."

"No, you did prove it." she said smiling, but trying to let your emotions out for me." she said.

"You are my mate. And my heart and emotions are yours." he said looking into her blue eyes that shined yet again with unshed tears.

She kissed him.

*Girl just teach me how to love you better

You know I wanna love you better girl...*

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