So Sick by Entity of Sorrows

Sesshoumaru's so sick

So Sick

Yep, another songfic. This is a one-shot thing but it's from both I'm sorry but, they just keep comin'. Gotta heed inspiration's sweet call.

Chapter 1: Sesshoumaru's so sick

A dark figure sat alone in a large room in the dead of night.

*Do do doo do do do do dooo...yeah*

The phone rang and the figure still didn't move.

*Gotta change my answering machine, Now that I'm alone*

"Hey, You've reached Kagome and Sesshoumaru! Uh, we can't get to the phone right now so leave a message okay!" *BEEP*

*Cause right now it says that "We", Can't come to the phone*

The figure pushed long fingers through beautiful moonlight hair and sighed.

*And I know it make's no sense, Cuz you walked out the door*

"Hey, Sesshoumaru, dude you gotta change that message. Uh, look, once again Inuyasha is stoned and Miroku is forbidden to use his car so we're gonna need a lift from the club. What's it called? Scream? Okay Club Scream. Be a pall will ya? Bye."

He sighed and closed his eyes and stood, unplugging the answering machine.

*But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore*

He walked over to his room and pulled on a shirt over his head and his flipped the switch on the radio.

*(It's ridiculous) It's been months but for some reason I just, (Can't get over us) And I'm stronger than this*

He sighed as he pulled on his shoes and coat. His eyes darted over to the radio as a love song began to play and he closed his eyes. Sesshoumaru's golden eyes scaned for his car keys and he walked over to his counter and grabbed his keys.

*(Enough is Enough) No more walking 'round with my head down*

He walked outside and climbed slowing into his black Lambergini and started it up. He pulled out of his small driveway and sighed as he drove towards the club. He flipped on the radio and the same love song began to play.

*I'm so over bein blue, Crying over you*

Sesshoumaru shook his head and glared at the road. He angrily pushed the button to turn off the radio as he pulled up to the club. Sesshoumaru rested his head on the steering wheel and sighed. 'Goddammit! I am NOT still hung up on her!' he thought as he pushed his head up from the wheel and opened the door.

*And I'm so sick of love songs, So tired of tears*

His friend Kouga looked up and grinned. "Alright dude, you brought the Lambergini, nice move." He said. "Yo, hold on while I get the puppy and the lech."

Sesshoumaru sighed and leaned against the side of the club, ignoring all of the women looking at him.

He cursed as another thought entered his head and a pair of blue eyes flashed in his mind.

"Shit!" he muttered, shaking his head. 'I am over her! I will not think about her anymore!' he thought angrily.

*So done with wishing, She was still here*

Kouga returned with Inuyasha and Miroku. Inuyasha hanging heavily on Miroku's and Kouga's shoulders.

Sesshoumaru grabbed Kouga by the arm tightly. "He vomits in my car and I'll kill you." he said icily.

"Alright dude!" Kouga said. "Now ease up on the pecks, your damaging all my hard work."

Miroku rolled his eyes. Sesshoumaru let go and got in the car.

*And I'm so sick of love songs, So sad and slow*

He dove him back to the house in silence and sighed as they got out. The guys all went in the house and crashed in various places. Sesshoumaru backed out of the driveway and drove, turning on the radio.

*So why can't I turn off the radio?*

He sighed and just drove, not even knowing where he was headed to.

*Gotta change that calender I have, That's marked "July 15"*

He sighed and thought about what tommorow was. 'Our former anniversary...God what is wrong with me? Nobody stays hung up on a girl that left months ago!'

*Because since there's no more you, There's no more anniversary*

He sighed and finnally chose to look at where he was. He was on the outskirts of Tokyo, at a lookout point that overlooked the city. 'Where we first met...goddamn! Shit, what the hell is wrong with me?! You cannot still be hung up on this girl!'

But his actions clearly stated otherwise. And the song coming from his car wasn't helping the least bit.

*I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you, And your memory, Now every song reminds me of what used to be, That's the reason I'm*

He sighed and leaned against the railing and ran a hand through his silver locks. After about an hour he got in the car and drove home.

*So sick of love songs, So tired of tears*

Sesshoumaru slowly got undressed and laid down in his bed. His sighed again and looked up at the ceiling, his radio playing.

*So done with wishing, She was still here*

He closed his eyes and listened to the lyrics while all the while regretting every minute of it.

*And I'm so sick of love songs, So sad and slow, But why can't I turn off the radio?*

He sighed and thought about what went wrong and wished that the damned love song would hurry up and end.

*(Leave me alone) Leave me alone, (Stupid love songs) Don't make me think about her smile, Or havin' my first child*

He thought about his child, their child. She told him with the most radiant smile...he was so overjoyed when he found out--- Sesshoumaru closed his eyes to block out the thought. The pain of it hit him hard and his heart clenched.

*Turn it off the radio! Cause I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears*

Why the hell did it hurt him so much. He cursed her for melting his heart, then breaking it. He cursed her to hell for the pain that she was causing him.

*So done with wishing, You were still here*

His golden eyes opened to look at the clock across from his bed. '3:46 AM' it read. He sighed and closed his eyes again, but sleep refused him.

*And I'm so sick of love songs, So sad and slow*

He looked at the radio in comeplete and utter disdain. The stupid song hadn't ended yet. He wanted to rip it apart and kill the artist, but something in him just couldn't because it wasn't the radio's fault, or her's...

*So why can't I turn off the radio?*

It was his. He hurt her, and it was his fault..

*Why can't I turn off the radio?*

'Kagome...' he thought sadly as the pain in his heart increased as he closed his eyes. Sesshoumaru finnally drifted off to sleep, just as the song ended, one single tear on his face .

*Why can't I turn off the radio?*

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Alrightly, that's it for Sesshy's part! See ya, rate and review!