My December by Lady Katherine Of The Vampires

My December

This is my first attempt at a song fic so dont be mean. The song is My December by Linkin Park

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This is my December

This is my time of the year

This is my December

This is all so clear

This is my December

This is my snow covered home

This is my December

This is me alone

Sesshomaru pulled into his snow covered drive way and looked at his mansion, it was a late Saturday afternoon. He hated December he hated it so much. All it did was remind him of his past mistake, his past mistake with his Kagome.

And I

Just wish that

I didn't feel

Like there was

Something I missed

And I

Take back all

The things I said

To make you

Feel like that

And I

Just wish that

I didn't feel

Like there was

Something I missed

And I

Take back all the

Things I said to you

He took back all the things he said to make her leave. He regretted calling her all those names and telling her she was worthless. He just wished that she could now how bad he felt. He wished that she knew he was sorry.

And I give it all away

Just to have somewhere

To go to

Give it all away

To have someone

To come home to

The house was so empty without her, without her scent filling the rooms and her singing sounding through out the house. The mansion just didn't feel like home anymore and it wasn't really home anymore, no it wasn't because they wasn't there.

This is my December

These are my snow-covered trees

This is me pretending

This is all I need

He walked up the porch steps and looked out towards the garden. His eyes landed on the old god tree, Kagome would sit under it on summer nights telling stories to there two adopted children, Rin and Shippo. They would be here too, they'd be in the front yard building there family of snow people.

And I

Just wish that

I didn't feel

Like there was

Something I missed

And I

Take back all

The things I said

To make you feel like that

And I

Just wish that

I didn't feel

Like there was

Something I missed

And I

Take back all the things

I said to you

If only he hadn't said all those things, all those hurtful things. If he hadn't of said those hurtful things he's family would still be here. In there house having hot chocolate in front of the fireplace. He shouldn't have said all those things, he was so stupid, so very stupid.

And I give it all away

Just to have

Somewhere to go to

Give it all away

To have someone

To come home to

He wished he would have stopped her from leaving that night with kids. He wished he told her he was sorry and that he didn't mean it. He wished it wasn't winter when she left and the roads weren't so icy. Why did he say those things anyway? It wasn't worth losing a family for he wished his family was still her. He wished for the smile faces and the hugs and kisses the arguments and the complaints he wished he had them back.

This is my December

This is my time of the year

This is my December

This is all so clear

And I give it all away

Just to have somewhere

To go to

Give it all away

To have someone

To come home to

But they we're gone now, there was no one to come home to now. And there never would be he, he lost the only family and he would never have another. He was sorry and he hoped she knew that.