The Day After by Chaos_Queen77
The Day After
~~~~~An: No ya'll I didn't die i have just been very busy with school, fighting with the ex, and helping with my family. Not sure when i will be able to work on The Races or His Brother, My Lawyer. So yeah just keep a look out... i'll get to it eventually.
Chaos~~~~
The Day After
"I can't believe that you forgot about Valentines Day you ass!" Kagome yelled as she threw an antique vase that had been in his family for years, across the room at her mate.
Now to come right out and say he was afraid of his mate when she was like this would only make he, Lord Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western lands seem like a chicken. But when she was like this, untamable and pissed he was scared. He was out patrolling his lands trying to keep his mate and his people safe, but did she see it that way? ... Nope.
When he had gotten back to his palace he had found his mate passed out on the bed with flower pedal spread about. 'Shit.' Was the first thing he thought of when he seen it. So thinking he could get away with the, 'I got in late and didn't want to wake you.' trick, he took of his armor and crawled into the bed behind his mate.
Unfortunately as soon as he wrapped his arms around her she was awake and ready for answers. "Just where the hell had you been all night?"
And that's how it started.
Kagome was so mad that she took a change of cloths and slept in another room which did not please Sesshoumaru but he knew that he had messed up. So when dawn finally broke he cleaned up and tried to talk to his mate but she ignored him the whole time. She would smile and wave at the passing servants but would totally ignore his presents.
Finally Sesshoumaru broke down and he enlisted the help of his most trusted friend, which surprisingly turned out to be the leecherous monk, Miroku. After the last battle with Naraku and Inuyasha followed Kikyo to hell. Sango, Miroku, and Shippo all came back to the castle to live with Kagome.
Naturally Sango and Miroku got their own little house on the castle grounds inside the palace gates but they didn't have to live in the Palace and could come and go as they pleased.
"What should I do Miroku?" Sesshoumaru asked in a serious voice as he watched the last of the patrons leave the temple. Miroku being his head monk was in charge of over seeing things and making sure it ran smoothly. Once he was done the two headed for the castle. Rarely was there a need to ask advice but he was desperate. It was natural for an Inu demon to want to make their most prized possession as happy as can be and it would bother them when said possession was not happy with them.
"Personally I would ravish Sango until she forgave me, but since she is not talking to you that is a bit impossible." Miroku said.
Sesshoumaru sent Miroku a glare across the table. Currently they were sitting in Sesshoumaru's study going over "Land Defenses." "Perhaps you could take her out, fly around on your cloud let her see the stars from up there, set up a romantic dinner in a secluded clearing with a hot spring or a water fall, eat then ravish her. Either way you get what you want. She forgives you and you get laid what move could you want?"
Sesshoumaru just let out an evil smirk, "That, Miroku, is a great idea. Would you mind keeping an eye on things here, I have to find some of those candles and a blanket and have dinner made and packed, it may take me a while. Keep Kagome distracted."
With that he left. Who knew that he would actually take his advice. 'Oh Kami's! What an I going to tell the girls?' Miroku thought as he got up and went to the door to find them.
It wasn't hard to find them they were where they always were in the garden. Sango and Kagome both held a sword. Sango used training Kagome to lose the weight she put on from when she had Miroku's children and Kagome used the lessons to work out her frustrations about Sesshoumaru.
Miroku never interfered; those two with a sword were forces to reckon with. Especially Kagome as of lately, she was usually mad about something, and it normally had Sesshoumaru's name written all over it.
It's not that she didn't realize that he was an important guy and all because she did, but when she had mated him he had promised that she would never need any thing, but what she needed most was never home.
Yes, she liked having things but she wanted her mate more than any thing, she did mate him for his fortune. Damn it! She wanted babies like Sango had and he was not home enough to give he some. She thought as she lunged at Sango again and theY clashed with a grunt. So when she told him about Valentines Day she thought she would finally get her chance and then he went and forgot. 'DAMN HIM ANY HOW!' she thought as she lunged a Sango with so much force that it momentarily stunned Sango. Slipping back Sango got her footing and pushed back.
Every time she would get a chance he would mysteriously disappear oR be out patrolling his land. No one had tried to attack since Naraku was killed, would it kill him to take a day off every once in a while. She just wanted her mate.
Kagome had begun to cry as she and Sango had spared. "Kagome, hunny what is wrong?" Sango asked as she lower her sword and approached Kagome.
"Is it so hard to understand I just want to be with my mate, I don't want to wake up in the morning alone, nor do I want to go to sleep like that. I just want him, I mean I mated him and he said I would never want any thing but the thing I want the most is never around for me to have." Kagome sank to her knees and cried as Sango cradled her as she cried. "I mean would it kill him to take a day off every once in a while? I mean a real day off, none of this 'I have things that need taken care of' shit then take off to the study all day."
Sango and Miroku were at a loss neither had known that Kagome had felt this way. They were shock to see her tore up like this, she had never been this bad when they were traveling and Inuyasha had chose Kikyo or even when he had died, and followed her to hell.
Sesshoumaru stood at the entrance of the garden and listened to his mate. He beast howled because she was in pain. It called him every name in the book for not being with her more like it had wanted them to. Sesshoumaru knew that it was right, he should have been there more, he just thought that Kagome would want space and he needed to take care of his lands before he started a family with her, granted they had Rin and Shippo but, he wanted an heir soon, not to mention the other lords pushing him for one as well, and he didn't want to bring it into an unsafe environment.
So he patrolled diligently and the one to suffer the most was Kagome, but what he heard next broke him more than anything yet, even his own mother's passing.
"Does he find me unattractive, I just don't understand why he doesn't want me anymore? I tried to be a good mate really I have, I mean he hasn't even made love to me in weeks. I feel like I've done something to chase him away. I mean I love him so much and yet he has never said the same to me. Perhaps I should leave and allow him to find another. I would if that would make him happy."
Sesshoumaru's beast clawed at its cage wanting to be released so it could comfort his mate, it wined in pain when it heard her words, and it wanted to kick his counter parts ass.
Sesshoumaru had never felt so low in all his life, with and ego the size of his he was nearly brought to his knees by his mates' words. Sesshoumaru reined in his beast telling it that he had a plan to make it up to his mate so shut up.
Sesshoumaru went inside to see to the preparations for his dinner.
Kagome calmed down and stood up ready to continue. Miroku looked on in awe hopping that what Sesshoumaru had planned would show Kagome was indeed needed, cherished, and loved, because if not she could walk right out of his life and not look back.
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Kagome and Sango were bathing the kids when a handmaiden was sent into finish the work for Kagome and she was sent to get ready to leave. 'Oh no Sesshoumaru had finally gotten tired of me he is going to drop me off in some god forsaken town.' Kagome thought worriedly.
Sesshoumaru could feel Kagome's anxiety, and it pained him to know it was his fault.
Sesshoumaru met Kagome at the main entrance, when she approached he wrapped his arms around her small waist and lifted them into the air on his cloud.
Kagome could not help but snuggle into his warms just in case it was the last time.
Almost as if her read her thoughts he pulled her closer and nuzzled his nose to her neck where he had marked her. He had never completed the bond and let her drink if him, he was always afraid that what he felt would fade and then he would be stuck with a mate he no longer wanted. He knew now, after feeling her pain at his distance that he would never tire of her, not now and not later. EH supposed the subconciously he stayed away because of what he felt. 'Damn her and her future knowledge and using the psych-whatever on this Sesshoumaru and make me doubt myself.' Be he knew now that he would always burn for her. HEr thouch, her boice, her thoughts, her smile, everything about her.
As he flew Kagome thought about her life with Sesshoumaru, sure she was happy with him and she had loved him for a very long time. Since he had joined their group to defeat Naraku, when he really opened up to her, she knew then that she would always love him no matter if he returned her feelings or not.
Soon Sesshoumaru descended out of the air. Kagome closed her eyes 'God this where he is going to leave me.' Sesshoumaru did not know what had he so tense did she not like what he had set up? Then he noticed her eyes were closed, "Kagome, open your eyes." He softly commanded.
When she opened her eyes and gasped, there were candles set up around the clearing that they had landed in and I blanket lain out on the ground. There was a bottle of Sake and two glasses accompanied by a dinner set out. "I know that this can not make up for the last couple of years that I have left you in silence, and it does not make up for missing your special holiday yesterday, but it is a start." Sesshoumaru whispered to her softly as he led her over to the blanket. That's when Kagome noticed the hot spring.
In all it was a beautiful set up. But Kagome's thoughts ate at her until she finally asked, "Sesshoumaru I am confused."
Sesshoumaru just smiled, it was not his evil 'your going to die' not was it his 'Im going to ride you until dawn' smirk, it was a small saddened smile and pulled her down next to him on the blanket. He began to feed her small bits of food, and when she reached to do for hiim the same or take over for him he would growl lightly so she let him.
He would not even let her drink on her own. He held the cup and made her drink from it. Now if this were a few years back she would have fought to have it herself but in the years of his silence she learned that any attention he gave her was good.
After Sesshoumaru got the sign from her that she was full he pulled her in to his lap and just held her. "Kagome," She turned her head to look at him. "I wish to complete our mating bond."
To say Sesshoumaru was nervous was an understatement, He Lord Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Land never feared, never was defeated, and was never nervous. Butright now in this moment he was both afraid and nervous, 'What if she turned him down what if she really didn't want to be with him?'
Kagome was stunned, She sat in silence for a few moments going over that last part in her mind over and over again until it registered in her head what he had asked her. Sure he had mentioned that he would complete the bond when he was ready but she was not expecting him to mention it. "Sesshoumaru, you do not have to finish the bond because you want to make things up to me. I do not want you to do something that you don't want to." Kagome shifted her eyes down to the ground. As much as she wanted to be with him for eternity, she didn't want it to be because he pitied or felt bad for her.
Sesshoumaru let out a growl of sorts, it was in frustration if any thing. "I am not doing this because I want to butter you up, I am doing this because I want to." Sesshoumaru said." He looked into her eyes as he spoke next. " I want you Kagome with me forever."
"Oh." Was all Kagome could say, was he trying to say that he loved me? Does he really want me forever? "Ok." Kagome finally said with a shy smile.
He groaned quietly, he could just eat her, that smile was so fucking adorable. He reached for her and drug her closer in his lap.
His kiss was slow and gentle; Sesshoumaru tried to pour everything he couldn't say into the kiss.
Kagome was left breathless by the feelings behind it. When he left her lips she was panting and he didn't even gain entry to her mouth. Sesshoumaru noticed the glazed look she took on and swooped back in again.
This time he licked her bottom lip asking for her to open her mouth to allow him in, his tongue danced within her oral cavity. He slowly persuaded her tongue to do the same with his mouth. It was like they were learning each others mouth for the first time.
The slow sensual way that he explored her mouth made her burn for him to deepen the kiss, unknowingly she let out a whimper. Sesshoumaru heard her plea and tilted her head back to deepen the kiss.
Sesshoumaru slowly traced her sides with his hands and claws, he knew that he had not bedded her in a while and she was going to be tight. He took it slow, but Kagome was getting a bit impatient.
She put her hands through the silk of his shirt until she touched the warm skin that burned beneath her hands. He let out a low rumble as he slowly stripped off the layers of her kimono off of her skin. He kissed over every inch that was uncovered.
Kagome felt every inch of his chest, it seemed like ages since she had touched his firmly toned muscles, it was as if she had to re-learn his body and she loved every flat plain that she came across. The muscles quivering under her touch, 'In ten years will I still have this effect?' she thought as she completely slipped the silk top off.
Sesshoumaru was about a light unsure caress away from throwing Kagome down and fucking her until dawn. He groaned quietly every time she touched him with her hands. Her hands were not beginning to get rough from her learning the sword and her bow. He leaned her back to lie on the blanket as he kissed his way over to her ear. He traced it with his tongue and then nipped his way down her jaw line and neck. Until he came to her mark, the one he had give her just 5 years ago, it seemed like a lifetime. His mark he nipped at, it was starting to fade; he would have to renew it.
It was then that he realized just how long it had been since he had been with her, his mark needed renewed every six moon cycles. For it to be fading it had to have been around five, it was then that he went back up to her mouth and kissed her with as much passion as he could release without taking her yet.
Kagome was stunned with the sudden feeling, he reacted with her mark, perhaps he noticed it had started to fade, and 'Maybe now he realized just how long it has been.'
Sesshoumaru once more abandoned her mouth and pushed her kimono layers completely off. He just looked down at her body and admired it for a second. He was snapped out of his daze when Kagome moved to cover herself with her hands. He growled at her and removed them to place both in one hand and hoisted them above her head. "The only thing wrong with this body," He paused and watched as he eyes filled with self-consciousness, "is that it is not already swollen with my pup." Kagome's eye glittered at hearing those words.
Sesshoumaru could tell that she was happy with what he said. He smirked as he latched onto one of her hardening nipples and rolled it between his lips while he plucked and rolled the other with his hand.
Kagome arched her back and pushed more of her breast into his mouth. She racked her nails over his back and down to his butt. That she gave a good squeeze. She always loved a man's ass, and he had the nicest one she has seen yet, not that she went around looking any more. But still he had a nicer one than some of the guys that worked out religiously back in her time.
The feel of her nails on his back sent chills down his spine, when she grabbed his ass he growled softly. He switched nipples with his mouth and hand making sure each was loved equally. He pulled back and removed her kimono completely.
He reached for the strawberry bowl sitting close by. He sliced them with his claws and placed them randomly around on her body. He looked up from his task as he cleaned his claws with his tongue, "You don't mind if I eat now, do you?" he asked as he leaned over her and ate the slice off of her flat stomach.
Kagome about cried out when he pulled away but he soon came back and all was ok again. But when he reached for the strawberries she was confused, she hoped that he was not going to try to feed her more. Then he sliced them and asked if it was ok to eat now, while cleaning his claws, god she had never seen him look more erotic she about came right then. That's when he began slowly circling each slice with his tongue before he fully ate it. He was driving her mad with his tongue and he knew it she could tell.
Sesshoumaru could smell her arousal as he continued to eat off of her body. He wanted her so wet that she was dripping onto the blanket beneath them. He ate his way down her body until he was level with her core; he took a slice of strawberry off her leg and dipped it into her essence, then proceeded to eat it. 'God this tastes so good.' He thought as he then dipped a finger into her core and gathered her juice on his finger and then licked the slick substance off his finger.
When Kagome saw this she just wanted him to give her a release, because she knew it would not be the only one she would have that night. She looked at him pleadingly; she would not vocalize what she wanted this early in the game. No, she would wait until he was inside of her.
Sesshoumaru got a look because he flicked her clit. Kagome just arched her back.
Sesshoumaru smirked as he continued to play with her little nub of nerve endings. Each time she arched she brought her sex into his direct view, he wanted so bad to taste her but he would wait.
When he finally could not longer see her facial expressions because she was moving too much he held her down with one arm, while he played with that other.
Kagome climaxed soon after and as she was coming down she could feel Sesshoumaru's tongue playing with her clit this time and the fire of passion was reignited. She climbed the hill of climax faster this time because of her recent climax, this time it was longer and harder. He did not relent, he drug it out and had her in a constant climax for what seemed like hours but was only minutes.
Sesshoumaru backed off for a few minutes, when she was calmer he started his game over again.
He placed a strawberry on her lips when he crawled back up. When she took it into her mouth he went after it. Sesshoumaru and Kagome rolled the strawberry around and fought with on another's tongue until Kagome conceded to Sesshoumaru. He let out a please growl before licked and nipped his way back down her body.
This time Sesshoumaru only used his fingers again. He first worked he up with just clitoral then he inserted two fingers and played with her clit with his thumb, he other hand was playing with a nipple while he watched her reactions closely.
Her head thrashed back and forth. Her hips bucked against his fingers and a hand came up the play with her other nipple. Sesshoumaru would say that she was wild if not for the fact of how he knew she would react when he finally filled her with his throbbing penis. She came painfully hard and with a load scream.
"Sesshoumaru please." She begged. Sesshoumaru smirked but stood and took off his pants. His member was hard, she still could not imagine how he got that to fit in her. He lay down on top of her and slowly inserted his member into her dripping, hot sheath.
She hissed in pain after not being taken for so long it stung as he re-stretched her opening. He only had to wait a second before she gave him the go ahead. He thrust up into her and she felt complete finally. She no longer felt lost; she had her mate seated securely inside of her just where she wanted him. Kagome moaned out his name as he thrust into her.
"Harder, faster." She whimped, when he pace sped up she clawed at his back, 'Gods, it feels so good.' She screamed in her head and she felt the spring in her stomach start to tighten.
Sesshoumaru had never felt any thing as tight as her hole in all his long life, and he probably never would. She was like a vise grip and he loved it. Her smaller body stretching to accommodate his acceptable... oh, who was he kidding he was fucking hung like a horse and he knew it? He could feel her walls starting to palse and he knew she would cum soon.
Kagome screamed as she released and dug her nails so far into his back that he would take a day to heal the marks. After her orgasm Sesshoumaru paused and flipped them over. He loved to watch Kagome ride him it was the sexiest thing ever. He loved watching her breast bounce and she road him like a soldier riding a horse.
Kagome just say atop him a second getting use to the new depth of which he reached. She looked at her hand to find his blood on it. She brought the hand to her lips and licked the blood off; Sesshoumaru watched this and about threw her back on the ground and had his way with her again, so instead he thrust into her.
Kagome moaned as he thrust up into her. She began to bounce, Sesshoumaru gripped onto her breasts. "Ah!" Kagome moaned as she leaned over him to kiss as she road him.
Sesshoumaru thrust up into her as she leaned down. After a long sensual kiss Kagome sat up and thrust down harder, Sesshoumaru could feel her tightening again, he place his hand on her pelvis and rubbed her clit as she moved, soon her juices spurted forth and she came again.
Sesshoumaru's thighs and balls were soaked with her essence and were sticky. When she tightened around him his eyes were a dark red. He slid out of her and flipped her onto her hands and knees. He pushed her so that her upper body touched the blanket. He teased her opening by brushing up against it then moving away when she would lean back. "Tell me bitch, what do you want?"
"I want you inside." Kagome whimpered. She knew what he wanted but she wasn't going to give into him that easily.
He continued to tease so Kagome reached under and started to massage her clit. "Mmmm..." She moaned as she played.
Sesshoumaru slapped her ass; she knew he didn't like her playing when he was there to please her. "Bitch, stop that at once." He growled at her.
She stilled her hand but didn't remove it form her swollen lips. He continued to tease her so she started to play again, Sesshoumaru slapped her ass again, "I said stop it."
"Then quit fucking teasing me and take me like the bitch that you continue to call me." She growled back.
Sesshoumaru's beast smirked as it rammed into her once more. "Ah! Bitch you feel so good on this Sesshoumaru's cock." He emphasized that with a hard thrust of his hips.
"Please, fuck me harder and faster my lord." Kagome begged. Sesshoumaru smirked as he did just as she asked.
She moaned and yelled to be fucked harder. "That's right, that's a good bitch, take your masters cock." Sesshoumaru said to her. All Kagome could do was moan in response.
He worked her up to orgasm then stopped. "Do you want you release Bitch?" Sesshoumaru asked.
Being denied her release pained her; she whimpered and nodded her head. "I can't hear you bitch. I want you to scream out your answer to the world." Sesshoumaru hissed in her ear as he bent over her back moving him a little deeper with in her.
"Yes Sesshoumaru, this bitch wants her release. Now fuck me before I finish myself." Kagome screamed into the night. Sesshoumaru reached around her body and played with her nub while he thrust into her faster than before.
Kagome came with in seconds and when she came back to herself she found herself on her back again with Sesshoumaru's beast above her. She was not scared she had mated with his beast before. Sesshoumaru had plans now though, "Bitch I want you to touch yourself as I thrust in to you."
Kagome trailed one hand down to her core and on stayed on her breast. Sesshoumaru lifted her up by her hips as he leaned back onto his knees, he thrust his hips as he brought hers to his, one arm was around her back and one was reached up to play with her other breast.
Kagome soon came again to find herself sitting in Sesshoumaru's lap with he recklessly trusted up into her and he dug his face into her shoulder. She could feel his fang lenghten and knew that he was close. Kagome latched on to his shoulders with her nails and thrust down onto him while tilting her head to the side knowing the Sesshoumaru would soon remark her as his own. Soon Kagome could no longer take it and once more had as orgasm in Sesshoumaru's arms. Soon after he roared and bit into her neck as his seed came gushing out of his member and coated her vaginal walls.
Sesshoumaru split his own neck and told Kagome to drink it to complete the bond. Kagome drank eagerly and could not help but be disappointed when the wound sealed and she could no long have his delicious life's fluid.
Sesshoumaru picked himself and Kagome up still attached at the hips and carried her over to the spring. When they were finally submerged he disengaged himself from her body and sat her in his lap.
Sesshoumaru nuzzled his newly formed mark on her before he spoke. "Kagome, this Sesshoumaru realizes that he has not been the best mate, and although I have given you every thing you could possible want or need physically I have not met your emotionally one, and for that I am sorry." He paused and looked at her shocked and wide open eyes, "I promise I will try to change that. Now that we are mated in full I will feel when you need me and if I do not well I can no longer rid myself of you so hit me with one of your shoes." She chuckled at the thought of chasing him around with a shoe.
Sesshoumaru could feel her fatigue and joy, he smiled and relaxed as she slowly wiped away the sweat and other evidence of their activities. She cleaned both before she finally settled down in his lap once more. She was glad she did not have to move very much because her legs and between her legs were sore.
"You may not say it Sesshoumaru, but I can feel that you love me. Just don't ever hold me at arms length again or I will tell the council about the day I found you chasing your own tail." Kagome threatened.
"You wouldn't."
"I would." With that Kagome snuggled into his chest and yawned then fell asleep in her mates lap.
Sesshoumaru watched as her blood accepted his. His bite turned into a tattooed necklace of sorts, it had a crescent moon on each side of her neck and one in the middle of her throat, sort of a choker that she could not take off. The moons on the sides were silver and the one up front blue like the on his head, it had a black ribbon like line connecting the three.
Sesshoumaru kissed he neck before climbing out and lying down with Kagome on the blanket. The last thought through his head were, 'Not bad for the day after.'