Loves Memories by te-chi

The end to a beginning

Like an angel with out a sense of mercy

Rise to the heavens as a legend

Cold winds, as blue as the sea

Tear open the door to your heart

But unknowing you seem, just staring at me

Standing there smiling serenely,

Desperate for something to touch

A moment of kindness like that in a dream

Your innocent eyes as yet have no idea

Out of the path your density will follow

But someday you'll become aware of

Everything that you've got behind you

Your wings are for seeking out

A new future that only you can search for

The cruel angel's thesis bleeds

Through a portal like pulsing blood

If you should betray the chapel of your memories

The cruel angel will enter the window of your soul

So, stand tall and embrace the fire of legend

Embrace the universe like a blazing star!

"When my lips touched his lovingly... it was a symbol of the end... And a new beginning."

Flashback....

"This world is a cruel dark place. Our whole lives be lived in that darkness. Hope, Possibility. Those concepts don't apply to us. Our fate isn't to stay on that pitch dark road. Don't get any ideas or think I won't be happy to walk that way with you"

I was so shocked at how he was being, what could I say "I'm hiding feelings in my heart and I'm sure you are too. Those feelings you haven't shared with anyone in the bottom of your heart"

"I know it's me weakness. You've always accepted my weakness and never forgotten the memory of that day long ago. I was very happy to be able to save you when you were lost. I'd been taught to think that humans were nothing, but that day... at that time..." he pulled me into his arms then looked me in the eyes and said "for just that moment... you made me a necessity." I just had to let him know how I felt.

"I want to believe that my hope isn't for nothing. I want to believe that there is really more to life than darkness. Just like even if I'm pelted with rain I know the sun will come up again. No matter how much I'm knocked down by the pain in my heart I know it's probably not my place and saying you want to protect doesn't mean that you can but even so if there is a way to free us from our chains so that we can cry, and laugh with all our hearts even if it means I'll be punished I'll try. I want to protect the path were walking on with all my heart. I have to have faith in us and me that some day we can be free from the darkness.

"You can't understand how incredibly happy that makes me. You don't know do you?" I shook my head and he continued on. "It's always me who's being saved because you always shared your kindness...your warmth, your happiness... sparing nothing. You continue to shower me with them. That's why I'll let you go and I'll keep going forward. I can go on believing we'll be together some day." A star began to shine and shooting stars flew over head. He looked so sad I didn't know what to say.

"Why... why do you seem so sad?"

"Because you are like this sky and I felt it so much that it breaks my heart to love you." Then he kissed me.

End Flashback

Koga and I went back to the house together after that, but he didn't say anything more to me. When we got back everyone had returned and we all ate together. Everyone seemed to be having so much fun even Koga was smiling now, but I was too lost in my own thoughts. I listened to the small voice that fell in drops instead of words on my face (a tear had dropped in her face). That voice so small I couldn't hear it no matter how hard I listen. His true voice was lost to me. And all I thought was I want to protect him. I want to protect the path that he is walking with all the power of my heart that I can muster. I want to be there for him always, but I dough I'll be able to. Summer was almost over and what anyone didn't know was I would soon be leaving China for Japan and that I may never see Koga or live with the others again for some time to come.