Lonely Days and Suicidal Nights by Siruka

The First Step

Today was just like all the rest boring and pointless, but I still had to follow my routine. I still had to be the perfect little girl, making everyone's life better but my own. 'Why the fuck is it always them and never me' Kagome thought as she walked to school yet again because her mom wouldn't wake up. "Damnit," she yelled cursing who knows what as she ran for the school hearing the bell sound. 'I'm going to be late and I still have to stop at my locker.' Running a little faster I made it to class right as the tardy bell rang only to have the door slammed in my face, by none other than the slut of the school Kikyo. Yanking the door open I rushed in pushing past Kikyo as I went. "Hey watch where you're going with that shit you little bitch," Kikyo yelled grabbing me and pulling me around to face her. "Oh I'm so sorry Kikyo I just didn't see you there, but since you're used to that why don't you go bug someone who actually cares what you think," I said pulling away and taking my seat as the teacher began out lesson. "You think this is over but you'll get your Higurashi. You just wait, I'll make you pay," Kikyo whispered as she took her seat in the front after sucking up to Mr.Hikima so she could stay out of trouble. "What the fuck ever, slut," Kagome said in return as she resumed taking notes for the exam next week.

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Walking into school late as usual and as usual charming his way out of detention or any kind of trouble was Sesshoumaru Takahashi. He didn't even bother to glance at the people who were by now incessantly whispering about him 'These schools are all the same all you have to do is smile and act apologetic and your home free. Maybe I'll just leave this school its worse than the last all these humans, only a few youki and I don't even see anyone that might actually interest .....' His thought stopped abruptly as someone, defiantly female at the looks of it from the behind, rushed past him cursing her long black hair flailing behind her as she ran. 'Hmm...I wonder' sniffing the air his look of interest immediately turned to disgust. 'Human, whys it always a human' sighing he walked to his first class, art.

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"I'm sorry you now that I love you and only you Gome," InuYasha said as he apologized for about the millionth time. "Its fine InuYasha, I forgive you as long as you'll just shut up I've got a killer headache from hell," I said taking my seat at the table with my tray. With a shocked expression InuYasha almost yelled, "Kagome did you just curse, I don't believe it you've finally joined us on the dark side. What took you so long?" "InuYasha please understand but get this through your head (louder voice) SHUT THE FUCK UP, and besides I've always been on the dark side I wrote the book you just never noticed." I stated calmly as I started to eat, but immediately I regretted it. "God what is this stuff" I asked to no one in particular while I shoved my trey away. "I don't really know, but it doesn't look that bad," Sango said as she joined the table followed by Miroku. "Well you can do as you please as for me I'm skipping lunch thanks to this little forte with the food, and I'm going to head to my dance class and get in a few early minutes of practice." I said picking up my stuff and heading out to the dance building.

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Glancing around the Cafeteria he noticed the girl from earlier and.... 'No it couldn't be'....InuYasha. 'I wonder little brother what are you up to." Focusing back on the real world he noticed the girl was gone, and a quick glance around the cafeteria said she was not in here. 'Damn she seemed like she at least might be interesting for a few minutes. 'Might as well head to my next class' moving through the cafeteria he made his way to a little building outside the school.