What hurts the most by Killing Perfection

Chapter 1

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This just came to me while hearing this one song.

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,

That don't bother me,

I can take a few tears now and then

just let'm out,

But I'm not afraid to cry,

Every once in a while,

Even though going on without you still upsets me,

There are days every now and again I pretend

I'm OK, But that's not what gets me...

Kagome stood at her window, watching the raindrops slide down the glass. She sighed. 'Sesshomaru...'

~Flashback~

"Sesshomaru's moving?!" Songo asked. Kagome nodded. Songo frowned. "And You're just going to let him go? Just like that? You're not even going to tell him that after all these years, you love the stupid jackass?" Tears weld up in Kagome's eyes. "I guess not...." She managed to choke out.

Tears slid down her pale cheeks. Her lips trembled as she tried not to cry. Songo spread her arms as she motioned for the girl to come. Kagome gladly accepted and fell into her friends embrace. A sob pasted her lips. "I-I love him so much songo." Songo nodded as she rubbed circles on Kagome back. "Go to him." Kagome lifted her head. "What?" Songo smiled. "Go to him." Kagome sighed and lowered her head on Songo's shoulder. She closed her eyes shut as a picture of Sesshomaru showed in her head.

~end of flashback~

go to him...

Those words echoed in her ears.

She ran from her window and to her couch as she grabbed the first jacket she saw. With that she grabbed her keys and ran out the door.

What hurts the most,

Was being so close,

And having so much to say,

and watching you walk away,

And never knowing, What could have been

And seeing that loving you,

Is what I was trying to do

She parked her car and stepped out, ignoring the rain that was wetting her. She closed the door and locked it. She ran into the train station. Once inside she saw lots of people. She looked around until she spotted silver hair.

Its hard to deal with pain of losing you

Everywhere I go,

But I'm doing it,

Its hrad to force that smile

When I see our old friends,

and I'm alone

Still harder,

Getting up getting dressed never what

This regret

But I know if I would do it over,

I would treat everyway all the words that I

Say in my heart that I left unspoken

Her heart skipped a beat as she made her way through the crowed.

'Almost there...Alomost there...'

The crowes lightened up as there was only a few left standing. Her heart sank as the one with 'silver' hair turned out to be an old man.

The whistle blew as the last of the people in the train sat down.

Cause what hurts the most,

was being so close,

And having so much to say,

And watching you walk away,

And never knowing what could have been

and not seeing that loving you,

was what I was trying to do...

Not seeing that loving you,

Was what I was Trying to do...

Her hair blew in the wind as her eyes weld up in tears. "no..." She choked out. 'He's gone. He... already left.' Her clothes stuck to her body, for her light jacket didnt cover her very well. She was all alone.

"Kagome..." Someone whispered in her ear. The hairs on the back of her neck, stood on end and a shiver went down her spine. Her heart raced as only one word came to mind.

"Sesshomaru..."

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