The True Meaning Of Life by TheHellChild

Chapter One: A Life To Be Saved

The True Meaning Of Life

"I can't stop this pain no more, I want to be free. Free from all the ones I loathe and love, because for I must die this night." When nobody seems to care who will come to show her the true meaning of life? Sess/Kag

Disclamier: I don't own Inuyasha even if I wish I did but anyways I also don't own the song My Tourniquet by Evanescence

Chapter One: A Life To Be Saved

I tried to kill the pain,

But only brought more.

(So much more)

I'm dying,

And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal

There by the edge of a cliff stood a beautiful jet black haired and chocolate brown eyes. As tears began to fall from her beautiful eyes. "I can't stop this pain no more, I want to be free. Free from all the ones I loathe and love, because for I must die this night." the young woman said out loud with a sob.

"I am sorry everyone but I don't belong here or anywhere..not in this time or even where I am from. No one cares....no..one...they don't even care to notice that I am gone. I am and always will be a burden to everyone" She sodded out again as she fell to the soft gowned earth.

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

Screaming.

Am I too lost to be saved ?

Am I too lost ?

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

This is the fifth time I stood here thinking about this an now I must go. I can not turn to my world beyond the well for my family is dead. My only family...and here...no is here to love me for who I am...Inuyasha doesn't care he only cares about the damn jewel shards and...Kikyo. Sango has her own problems to deal with like with her brother and Miroku with his wind tunnel..everyone has something to worry about already...

And Naraku that bastard! He is the one who started this whole thing, he needs to be killed...is that the only reason why I am here? To help destroy Naraku? Then what where do I go my family..they're all dead...I must leave. Kagome told her self, as she picked herself up from the ground.

Do you remember me ?

Lost for so long.

Will you be on the other side ?

Will you forgive me ?

"Human" called out a cold and emotionless voice, it was coming right behind her. Kagome jumped when she turned around and saw no other than Sesshomaru, Inuyasha's older half-brother. Kagome then lost her footing and slipped off the side. "Ahh!" She screamed as she closed her eyes. But she wasn't falling anymore someone a grabbed onto her. This made Kagome open her eyes she was no safely back where she was, but she was now face-to-face with Sesshomaru. When he looked down he saw blood, It was coming from her wrists. Both of them in fact.

I'm dying,

Praying,

Bleeding,

Screaming.

"Please, let me die" She cried out softly, she then began to fall onto him, He caught her into his arms. She was now unconscious she was barely breathing. He need to get her to his healers her had back at his castle. So with his demon speed he ran off, there was no turning back. Now he needed to help her.

When Sesshomaru reached the castle gates, all the house servants and other servants around the castle grounds where there to greet him. When his feet had touched the ground his voice boomed out to his servants.

Am I too lost to be saved ?

Am I too lost ?

"Go and get the healers and also prepare a room for Lady Kagome, she will be staying with us for a while" He said as he headed into the castle with Kagome still in his arms. The healers came without delay. Kagome was placed on a bed where the healers began to clean her wrist and wipe of all the blood, but since she had lost a lot of blood she would be waking up anytime soon. So the began to stitch her wounds up.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation

"My lord we are done, but we must warn you that the human might no make it" The one healer told him.

"What?" He asked.

"Milord she lost a lot of blood...there is a huge chance she will not make it, the wound was very deep to deep in fact...I am sorry" Sesshomaru nodded and said "Leave I will stay with the human"

(Return to me salvation)

(I want to DIE!)

"Yes milord" the healer said and left as well as the other.

For hours Sesshomaru watched her, she was dying and he could tell. Something deep within him didn't want her to die..he felt happiness even know they hadn't spent time with each other or talked, but being with her made him feel alive again. He also wanted to know why an angel such as herself would want to do such a thing to herself.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

My God! My Tourniquet,

Return to me salvation.

She felt cold...cold as ice. She was now white..white as snow. She was going to die...she soul was leaving her, and him. He would not let that happen he wanted to learn more why this woman made him feel all at ease and happy.

Sesshomaru then felt his sword at his side it was Tensaiga, the sword of life. That was forged by his father own fang. The sword wanted him to use it on Kagome, actually he wanted to use it. Sesshomaru then stood over Kagome's lifeless body and as he held Tensaiga in his hand he could see the messages's of the netherworld. He then swing the sword over her. Very soon color began to show on her face, her eyes opened and she saw Sesshomaru.

"Why..?" She asked but she was to tried, so she passed out. Sesshomaru held her into his arms listing to her heartbeat to make sure she was alright. He actually liked the feeling of her body pressed up ageist his.

What made her this way? He asked himself.

My wounds cry for the grave.

My soul cries, for deliverance.

Will I be denied ?

Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

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