Run With It by Destiny

Take My Love

~:Tay:~: Ohayo minna-san…it’s taking me longer than I thought to write this story. I’ve done much editing. That’s why I’ve reposted the whole thing. Well part of the whole thing. Oh and big thanks to BubbleTea_SwtHart for sending me my first review/ comment thingy. But yeah, Muziko-chan has helped me to write and edited the second chappie so that should be up sometime this week.

Muziko: Did it not turn out pleasing so far? Mou…demo Kagome-sama but we’ve worked very hard on it, ne?

* Sakura *: Hard my ass…* mumble-mumble *…kamikuso…* mumble *…pixie looking…bitch ass…

~:Tay:~: Sakura-nee-chan!!! Don’t be so mean she never did anything to you!!!

* Sakura *: That’s what you think…

Muziko: Besides I’m a water nymph.

* Sakura *: -_-;…

~:Tay:~: hehehe…you two are funny!!! *claps hands* more funnies onegai???

Muziko: If you didn’t want me here you should have never sent out the ad.

* Sakura *: Well we’re not done looking yet we were only testing you out. Kirei-san is up next…she should be easier to deal with.

Muziko: I met her in the waiting room…she’s definitely a 3B.

~:Tay:~: * Looks confused *…nani?

Muziko: A bubbly blond bimbo. But I have to give it to her the girl has style. Ja ne Tay-sama I’m sure I’ll see you later. Oh yeah Sakura…are you ever gonna start on To Live Again? Tay-sama and I have been brain storming some ideas. *runs out room*

* Sakura *: why that gosh darn…good for nothing!!! Trying to steal my story!!! HEY!!! I thought she barely talked!!!

~:Tay:~: Hai…demo Sakura-nee-chan…*looks innocently at Sakura while eating chocolate*…you challenged her.

..:::Revised:::..

Run With It

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Take my love…

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Arms rapped warmly around her waist. Hands crept up to cup her breast. “Kagome.” Her name had never sounded better on anyone else’s lips. He kissed and nipped along her neck inhaling her scent of sakura, jasmine, and rain, like it was some kind of drug. She arched into his touch and gave a little moan. She felt the buttons of her shirt slowly come undone and it being pushed over her shoulders. He stared appreciatively at the new lacey contraption she called a bra for a few seconds before cutting it down the middle. It fell and he happily grabbed her breast flicking the newly hardened buds. He could smell her arousal and it clouded his mind.

“Kagome,” he purred again before turning her around to face him. He placed burning kisses along her jaw line, on both eyes, then down her nose, only to stop a breath away from her lips almost teasingly. Not able to resist any longer he claimed them hungrily licking and nipping until they parted with an excited gasp and he let his tongue explore the cavern of her mouth. No one else’s kisses ever made her feel the way his did, like she was melting yet becoming whole all at once. It scared and excited her at the same time.

Before she knew it he and she were undressed on the riverbank and he was exploring her body immediately finding all her most sensitive areas. He kissed his way down to the junction between her legs and placed butterfly kisses on each inner thigh before thrusting his tongue into her hot aching sheath. “Sesshoumaru,” She gasped bucking her hips into his hungry mouth. He sucked her pearl onto his tongue making her grip his shoulders harder. It didn’t take long for her to cum with an amazing fury. “Onegai,” she begged.

He pulled away almost reluctantly and she gave a frustrated sigh tangling her hands in his moonbeam kissed hair trying to regain the pleasure that he had just diminished. But he settled his self easily between her legs ending her efforts “What do you want,” he whispered though not as if it were a question but more of a demand. Darkened molten gold eyes clashed with her lust filled blue ones.

“Onegai, inside,” she moaned rapping her legs tightly around his waist rubbing her center eagerly over his cock’s head coating him in her juices.

He smirked silvery hair pooling over his shoulders and onto the ground as he bent to whisper in her ear. “As you wish.” Then he thrust into her filling her with his long thick member. She gave a hiss of pleasure and sighed gratefully as he began to quickly move in and out and she met his challenging thrusts eagerly. Finally the ache she had been feeling the whole month was being relieved.

“Harder. Faster. Fuck me Lord Sesshoumaru,” she moaned.

He happily complied using his demon speed to give her exactly what she needed. He slammed into her over and over drawing blood but she didn’t care it felt too good. “MINES,” he yelled.

“Oh…onegai…HAI all yours.” She was tight and her cunt was gripping him hard. It was an amazing treat to be inside her. Yes indeed he had missed her, missed this.

She tossed her head back and forth crying out as her release neared. “Oh…oh...Sess…oh kami HAI!!! AISHITERU,” was her last cry as she peaked and he roared reaching his own climax spilling his seed deep within her womb. The bad thing was though she meant that ‘I love you’ with all her heart and he would never feel the same.

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Talk to me

That’s the only way I can find out

What’s going on

Finally

We can be ourselves

We don’t have to be alone

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She watched him as he slept brushing his bangs off his forehead and tracing the blue crescent that resided there. He pulled her closer into his arms and gave a purr. She smiled at the display of possessiveness in his sleep that was never there in waking hours. Sighing she turned over and thought back to how all this began.

~*~Flashback~*~

She had been sitting at a spring watching the way the moon hit the water. Inuyasha had allowed them to stop and make camp and she had quickly run off to the nearest source of water to take a bath. It had felt good to be rid of the day’s dirt and grim. She felt as though when she bathed she could wash away everything and start over. The loneliness that came from not having Inuyasha to love her the way she loved him didn’t seem as bad.

She settled herself on a rock after she was clean and watched the spring water ripple and shine in the moon’s light. She never expected to see the taiyoukai known as Inuyasha’s brother walk into the clearing eyes ruby red and watching her. “Miko,” he had rumbled and flew across the short distance knocking her down only to come to rest his self in-between her legs.

To say the least she was shocked by his speed she hadn’t even had time to even think of calling out for Inuyasha. And just as she opened her mouth to yell out Sesshoumaru’s half-brothers name he covered her mouth with a lustful kiss. She gasped and he took the opportune moment to ravish her mouth with his.

Something came over Kagome. Her stomach began to warm and a sudden need to please the taiyoukai became quite strong. Shyly she responded to his earth-shattering kiss and their tongues began a duel of fervor. He kept kissing her slowly easing her out the clothes she had just put on. She hadn’t even fought him, that’s what got her every time, but responded to his touches.

Soon they were in the throws of passion and he awoke it in her for the first time in many times to come. He was gentle in away she never thought he could be. When he first entered and broke the barrier to her maidenhood he soothed her with calming words until the pain subsided. Then when she got used to his size he speed up entering her much more forcefully. He whispered in her ear telling her that she was beautiful and how good she felt, and for once in a long while she felt loved and by a man with a heart of ice. Though she knew that it was probably only so she’d be more willing with the actions that were occurring and unsurprisingly she was. No woman could possibly resist this man.

She had felt something burn inside her stomach and Sesshoumaru must have felt it too, she thought, because he sped up immensely. She closed her eyes; the feeling was over whelming her. “Look at me miko,” he growled and she snapped open her eyes and stared back into the no longer red ones. Not once letting their stare break he pounded into her pushing her closer and closer to something she could not name. When she finally reached it he bit into the junction between her neck and collarbone and she cried out letting whatever demons in range know that she had just been mastered.

When it was through he told her to wash up so Inuyasha wouldn’t smell him on her. She had nodded her head in shock of the fact that she had just given basically everything to him, her first real kiss and her virginity. She gave it all up to someone she barely knew. She never thought she’d do something like that.

He stayed and watched her wash herself and redress then walked her as close to camp as he could before his brother would sense him.

They stood there for a while in silence her in hopes that he would grant her the permission to leave and wandering why it was that what had happened had happened. His voice pierced through her mind like an arrow, all of a sudden, Sesshoumaru had decided to speak. “Gomen nasai, I was not able to control my Inu. It is mating season and your scent was surprisingly enticing to my Inu. You hold my mark no other will touch you.” He was once again silent and she took it as a sign that she could leave turning quickly to head back to camp in hopes of forgetting the memory that kept flashing across her mind.

Before she could even take a step he spoke again and she stopped and stood still listening as though his words were Kami’s “If another male dares to lay a hand or claw on your person so then will he be dead. My Inu will have it no other way. Inuyasha may act differently towards you for awhile and he himself may not understand why,” he said with that ever-noticeable coldness and she shivered as though she could feel the chill radiating of his words but nodded numbly. With that said he left and she continued on back to camp.

When she reached the clearing where her companions were Shippou ran to her, “Kagome-okaa-san you took so long. I was worried. Inuyash-baka was about to come get you but Sango said no she’d find you ‘cause you might not be decent and,” but he never finished his story because Kagome dropped to her knees and began to sob uncontrollably. “Mama dajibou?” She never said a word but just continued crying.

Sango rushed to her rapping her in her arms tightly around her and began rocking her back and forth while the rest of the Inu-tachi looked on worriedly. “Hush…it’s okay Kagome. It’s okay, I’ve got you.” She rocked until Kagome fell asleep exhausted from her tears, “What do you think happened Inuyasha? Can you smell anything on her?”

He eyed Kagome wearily, “Nothing but the hot spring and that soap stuff she uses.” But he could smell the slight change in her scent and figured that some demon had tried to touch her but only got as near as to mark her before she purified it or ran away. Though it worried him it wasn’t too much of an unnatural event so he didn’t pay much mind. ‘She shouldn’t be so scared…the mark will fade. It’s not like it mated her or anything,’ he thought.

Kehing he grabbed Kagome out of Sango’s arms and placed her in her sleeping bag. “She probably saw something that scared her is all,” he said to Sango reassuringly. They didn’t need to know. After all it was just a mark and he doubted she’d ever have contact with the demon again so the mark wouldn’t last. He’d ask her some day though if the demon tried to pull anything else. With that he jumped into the tree closest to her and watched her sleep. The rest of tachi went to their own respectful sleeping areas and laid down for some well needed rest.

The next morning she acted as cheerfully as ever and everybody shrugged it off and continued on their journey. But as they walked through the forests Kagome thought about the previous night. She looked at Inuyasha and for once didn’t feel anything but saw Sessoumaru’s face and realized that with their short encounter he didn’t just leave with her virginity but her heart as well.

She hadn’t seen him for a few days when the ache began to come. When they had stopped to make camp she immediately begged Inuyasha to find her somewhere to bathe. She didn’t know why but all of a sudden she REALLY needed a bath. He found her lake and after she bathed she sat and watched the moon just like the night with Sesshoumaru and all of a sudden he appeared.

He was vision to behold dressed in a pure white kimono with gold lining. This time he wore no armor and no obi to hold his kimono closed gifting her with the sight of his tantalizing skin that stretched over hardened muscles. His long silk like hair laid about him flowing like water over his pale but glowing skin; some type of enigma certainly. His beauty was something that seemed almost impossible, dangerous even yet innocent, and filled her with jealousy and longing. ‘By kami he’s beautiful. Could he be an angel?’ He watched her intensely as though reading her thoughts. It made her feel ashamed and she could sense the hot blush creeping over her cheeks. But before she could let the embarrassment fill her mind completely he floated towards her and captured her pink lips in a death-defying kiss erasing her mind completely of any other thoughts besides the ones of him.

That night was a passionate one until Inuyasha started calling for her to come back. She bathed again and he walked her back as near to camp as he could. “Meet me again by the water when you make your next stop next month. I will be waiting.” She nodded her head and smiled in understanding, she would be the one to satisfy him when mating season arrived or whenever his Inu desired her. It felt so good to be needed as more then the shikon kakkera detector She then ran off in the direction of camp knowing that he watched her to make sure she made it back all right.

Kagome came back to camp genuinely happy while everyone else looked at her as though she grew an extra head. “Keh, what are you so happy about? You leave all sad then come back all happy, I just don’t get ya. How can a simple bath do all that?” Kagome never gave a word of explanation.

~*End Flashback*~

They had been doing this for almost four months now. Sometimes he even took the time to talk to her before or after they had sex most times though he’d fuck her and go. During one of the rare times they actually talked Sesshoumaru had explained the time after their second coupling that the reason she ached was because of the fact that she hadn’t coupled with him in a few weeks and the courting mark demanded it. So he started coming a week after their last time to relieve her of the pain he had created and for her to quench his need. It was weird how he affected her and became such a necessitate. When she asked him why the courting mark did this however he would ignore the question completely or distract her by heightening her arousal.

She hadn’t seen him in three weeks this time and the ache had almost become unbearable. He apologized though when he finally came. He had said that he had some business to attend to and surprisingly said he missed her and had showed how much he did. Kagome blushed at the thought of exactly how much he had missed her and the soreness that laced around her body was sure proof. Looking back at him once again she noticed that he had awoken. “Hello,” she said and he, amazingly, grinned launching butterflies into her stomach.

“Ohayo Kagome. It’s almost dawn you need to get back” She pulled herself away from him and padded into the water so she could begin to wash. He lay there and watched her for a while, resting his head in his hand, until he decided to climb in too. He helped her wash herself, in return she did the same, and when she got to the area where his member was he once again was hard. “Kagome,” he growled when she rapped her hand around him. For the last time that day he took her, in the water this time, but slowly as a lover would and when they finished he kissed her. Not the usual mind-blowing rough and passionate kisses but one that was sweet, long, and intense. It made her heartache because this kiss seemed to over shadow all of Inuyasha’s kisses and rare moments of lovability. She never thought he’d be able to outshine the memory of Inuyasha’s sweetness but he had…just another way Inuyasha had lost to his brother. “I will see you later,” he whispered against her milky white throat making her shake.

“Yes my Lord.” And once again she climbed out of the water, redressed, and headed back to camp.

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I’ve given you the liberty to make me feel good

I can make you feel good too

I’ve got a hold of you

You got me torn in two

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Kagome walked back into campsite as quietly as she could. Pulling back her sleeping bag she saw that Shippou was still curled inside snuggling against her pillow. She smiled a motherly smile and ran her fingers through his flaming red hair. What would her chibi boy do if he knew where his mother snuck off to every week? Scooting him over a bit she bent to settle down into her makeshift bed but someone grabbed her arm.

“Kagome.” It was only her name and yet the intense feelings of fear captured her with it. Wasn’t it ironic that her name mere minutes before had shook her in uncontrollable pleasure? And to think his brother brought on those emotions. “Where’ve you been?” She was almost afraid to turn around. She couldn’t face him. Not like this. But she had no choice if she didn’t it would make her seem as though she did do something and she couldn’t risk having her and Sesshoumaru being found out.

Kagome turned to meet his amber gaze and nearly fainted. He really did resemble Sesshoumaru in many ways and in many ways he was ever so different. Sighing she prayed that Kami was watching over her for this one. “Bathing Inuyasha, just bathing.”

He chuckled lowly not in a manner that she had ever heard. “Iie Kagome…don’t lie. Sango and I have both seen the changes as of lately. Shippou thinks you’re actin’ funny too and even Miroku admitted that he’s thought so though he thinks it may be spiritual helping from that night that you came back crying from your bath. But I know the truth and so do you. I mean really, does it take from night ‘til near DAWN Kagome to bathe…hahaha…I doubt it. Ya know I ain’t as stupid as ya think.”

“Onegai Inuyasha, don’t do this right now. You’ll wake the others.”

His eyes flashed. He was about to explode. “DON’T FUCKIN’ TELL ME WHAT TO DO BITCH,” he yelled. His grip on her arm tightened bruising her. A tear slipped down her cheek. Sango and Miroku were awoken by Inuyasha’s shouts. Just when Sango saw how he was man handling her and was about to run to her sister to rescue her from the brutality that Inuyasha was enforcing Miroku grabbed her hand and shook his head no.

“Inuyasha, onegai, you’re hurting me!!! Let go!!!”

He released her shocked for a moment by his own cruelty. Hiding his eyes beneath his bangs Inuyasha asked her what he was afraid was true. “Just tell me Kagome. I didn’t realize what the scent was until yesterday but I should have known…I should have known that night. I should have known the months after when the scent hadn’t faded. Just…onegai…tell me the truth.”

Another tear slipped down her flushed cheek; she shook hysterically underneath his scrutiny but her voice was steady and calm, “I went to take a bath Inuyasha and I fell asleep. That’s all.”

“Iie…it is NOT ALL. I know his scent anywhere Kagome and didn’t realize ‘til yesterday whose it was.” He began to whisper only so her ears could hear, “Tell me why is it that my brother’s scent has mixed with yours this way? You fucked him…right Kagome? He marked you didn’t he?” She reached up unconsciously to touch the re-healing punctures. For a second she let her calm façade fall, how could she have felt so much pleasure from such a painful act only moments before? “Do you fucking know what that MEANS??? It means you’re his Kagome…fucking HIS. You’re his fucking MATE!!! That makes you the fucking Lady of the Western fucking Lands, CONGRADULATIONS!!!”

It made sense why he wouldn’t tell her why she needed him so much. The mark didn’t mean they were courting…she was his, completely. Forever. Finally the dam behind her eyes broke and she began to full-blown cry. “I swear I didn’t know what it meant Inuyasha…the pain oh kami the pain…I just wanted it t-t-to stop. He wouldn’t tell me why it hurt he just would come and take the pain away. I didn’t mean for this to happen.” But she could have stopped and she hadn’t. Kagome wanted Sesshoumaru…she NEEDED him. She loved the way he made her feel and the way she could drive him crazy with one touch. She loved the fact that to some point he belonged wholly to her, unlike Inuyasha who ran off to be with Kikyou all the time.

“Get your shit and leave. When I come back you bet not be here. My brother’s whore shouldn’t be near me.” As he walked off into the forest Kagome fell to the ground and curled into a fetal position as though she’d been kicked right in the stomach. His words hurt no matter how true they were.

After Inuyasha left Sango came over and asked her what happened but no matter how hard she tried Kagome just couldn’t find the ability to speak. She couldn’t find the courage to even LOOK at Sango…her best friend. ‘What would she think of me if she knew? No matter she’ll find out soon enough. Inuyasha will tell her. He would never bare me the shame.’

She lay there on the ground, holding her purpling arm close to her self, and thought about all she and Inuyasha had been through. Those achy first love feelings for Inuyasha came rushing back. Had she not said she would stay by his side forever? Now she had broken her promise, betraying him by giving herself to his greatest enemy…his brother. The little bit of her heart that Sesshoumaru had managed to heal from Inuyasha’s abuse tore making her heart finally in two, ‘One,’ she thought ‘Will always remain with Inuyasha and the other with Sesshoumaru.’

~*~*~*~*~

Why don’t you take my love and run with it (run with it)

All the way around the world and then back again (back again)

Why would you walk when you could run with it?

Baby, take all my love take all my love

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Kagome flew through the woods. She was tainted and filthy and didn’t deserve forgiveness. What she had done was wrong. No she would not do this to herself. She was not wrong. Kagome had given her heart and all its love to Inuyasha and he had abused it. He dragged her through hell and back knowing that he could because she loved him so much. He didn’t even have the courtesy to run through the flames but walked casually through them and while he was left untouched she burned like no other.

She was tired of Inuyasha and his petty games. Kagome was almost glad she wouldn’t have to put up with him anymore though losing her friends and her son because of him was a bit of a downside. ‘Maybe I should have brought Shippou with me.’ No she couldn’t do that. Not when she had no form of shelter and no way to feed him, she wouldn’t let him suffer because of her mistakes.

Tears began fall down her cheeks as she ran faster, pushing her self until her legs and lunges burned. Droplets of rain splashed onto her skin. Why hadn’t she noticed the signs of rain earlier? No matter…what did anything matter anymore? She was growing tired, her legs felt like they were becoming jelly, and the rain was pouring harder. Her vision grew blurry mixing tears and rain together. Before she knew it she was crashing to the ground.

Kagome lay there in the cold mud. She really did pity herself. She was a fool to believe that Inuyasha harbored some type of affection for her that one day they would be together. Kagome had thought that because he was so over protective of her and jealous when other guys came near her that they had a chance at some type of relationship. She was fool enough to let things happen between herself and Sesshoumaru. She was a fool to believe that Sesshoumaru and she would never be found out. How stupid could one person get? “He’s right,” she mumbled to no one in particular. “I am nothing but a flawed copy of Kikyou.” If only Inuyasha could have just forgotten Kikyou and ran as far away as possible with her, Kagome’s, love.

She dragged her self out of the mud and settled for sitting in it instead. She stared out into the forest watching the rainfall and her tears blur together. That’s when she saw it, the glimmer of moonbeams and a flash of molten gold. Her body and heart cried out desperately. ‘Could it be?’ She pushed her aching body onto her feet and ran in the direction of the blurred image praying that it was the person who knew exactly how to take the pain away.